Today sissy goes in to review her blood work that was taken Thursday.
Today mom and sissy are convinced that it will show that she is cancer free.
Today I have a lot of anxiety.
Today I'm grieving for my friend Mary who lost her brother Greg to cancer on Friday.
Today I'm thinking of how Greg was diagnosed just a few weeks after Trina was.
Today I'm thinking of how easily Greg and Trina could have had the same outcome.
Today I'm not sure I believe in God.
Today I'm trying not to cry for Mary and Greg and their families.
Today I'm scared.
Today, if mom and sissy are right, will flip itself on it's end.
Today I feel guilty for all the good things we have in our lives.
Today I learned that although yes, Guatemala IS opening adoptions, it won't be with the United States.