I Do Not Like

I do not like when people seem

to get everything they want so easily.

I do not like that my sister is gone

There's something about it that is

wrong

WRONG

WRONG!!!!

I do not like that she had cancer

No one can give me one sane answer.

I do not like that on January nine

Everything fell apart

It's not

fine

FINE

FINE!!!!

I do not like it when people say

"She's in a better place, YAY!"

I do not like to not have my sister

Oh how it physically hurts to

miss her

MISS HER

MISS HER!!!!!

I do not like New Years Eve

Can I have one more normal one,

PLEASE?

One more thing

I do not like about New Years Eve

It was the last time she sat in my house and on my seat.

I do not like that she's not here

To play with us,

To laugh with us,

TO DRINK HER BEER!!!!!

I do not like how this pain never stops

By now my tears have soaked more than thirty mops.

I do not like how we are now just seven, no more eight

CANCER! It's YOU

I HATE

HATE

HATE!!!!

I do not like that PF Changs

used to be so fun

now it hurts my heart like bloody fangs.

But most of all

Above it all

THE THING OF ALL

I do not like

is living and missing

my only and best

dear, sweet,

sissy.