Trina would be 43.
I wonder how she would have worn her hair.
I wonder how many times she would have colored it.
I wonder how many times she would have cut it.
I wonder what fashion trends she would be using.
I wonder what TV shows she would be watching. I wonder what movies she would have seen.
I wonder how she would have been as a mother to two.
I wonder if her baby would have been a boy or a girl.
I wonder what kind of cell phone she would have now.
I wonder if she would have finished school.
I wonder what kind of job she would have now.
I wonder how Asa would be different if his mom were still alive.
I wonder how many adventures we would have taken.
I wonder what new recipes she would have made.
I wonder what shoes she would have bought.
I wonder what she would have been made fun of me for.
I wonder what we would be locking eyes over and thinking at the exact same time.
I wonder how different all of our lives would be if she hadn't died only five months after her 40th birthday.
Fuck you cancer.