We were the closest family possible. Our world was turned upside down on 05/03/09 when my best friend, the person I love most next only to our children, my sister Trina was diagnosed with stage IV breast cancer. Her body gave out on her on 01/09/10 but she will ALWAYS be a part of our daily life and will continue to be in my posts. I started my blog to chronicle our daughter's international adoption from Guatemala and have continued to use it as a journal.

What you will find is my family trying to adapt to our new lives that were handed to us.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013


I've been dreaming about sissy a lot more often than I used to. These aren't the same dreams that I was having, where we were always having fun and laughing, her, mom and I together again. No, in these dreams I'm always looking for her, sometimes physically, sometimes emotionally, but I'm always looking, searching, trying to reach her. But I never do.

And I never will again.

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